Past Life Regression Part 2

Sorry it took me so long to write part two of my past life regression experience.  My current life has been keeping me fairly busy.  Blake is on a new shift with work that we have been trying to fit into our lives.  It's been a challenge, but nothing that we can't handle.  So, let's dive right back in to this amazing experience.  In the last post, I reviewed two of the four lives that I had a chance to walk through during my session with Deidre at Welcoming Wellness.  Both of those lives were long and filled with love.  Unfortunately, that wasn't the case with the next two lives.

In my third life, I was a young boy.  I would say that I was no older than 10 years of age.  I was in a desert atmosphere.  I thought I was probably Egyptian, but I couldn't say for sure.  There was a strong feeling that I was running.  The feeling had a significant sense of urgency; as if I was running from someone.  All around me I saw a vast desert, but I remember looking back and seeing a small town in the distance - most likely where I had run from.  As I was running, I had flashes of memories of an abusive father.  He was obviously the one that I was trying to escape.  My escape obviously wasn't premeditated, it seemed to be an action of opportunity.  I was scared and alone.  I was questioning what I was doing and if it had been the right choice to leave, but another part of me knew that I had to go.  I had nothing with me - no clothes, no food, nor any water - nothing to protect or sustain me in the desert.  It ended up costing me my life.  I appeared to have died at night - freezing and alone in the middle of the desert.  It was a short and unhappy life.  For some reason I didn't have many memories of the life.  This moment dominated my thoughts and emotions.  It was such a strong moment in this life, but it overtook the rest of my memories.  

When Deidre asked me to voice any words of forgiveness for myself or the people in this life, I still could not forgive my abusive father.  Instead, I whispered, "I'm sorry for leaving you Mom."  I felt guilty.  Guilty for leaving behind my mother, who wanted to protect me, but ultimately took the brunt of my father's punishments.  Afterwards, as we discussed if there were any lessons from this life to bring forward into the present, all I could hear was laughter in my head as a child said, "Be prepared".  It was a humorous line that I hadn't expected and I started laughing.  

Now onto the fourth and final life.  I'm in a ... medieval castle?  I was confused at first as to where I fit in this life.  At first I was a baby girl.  Crawling on the dirt ground until one day I got really sick and my life ended.  I knew that my mother worked at the castle, but we were not wealthy.  Suddenly I saw myself as a young woman, late teens in age, brushing horses in the stable.  Was that a woman's job back then? I didn't think so, but I was confident that I did it often.  Wasn't I a baby a second ago you ask ... I eventually came to the conclusion that the baby was mine and I lost her to illness.  I couldn't help her and I lost my only baby.  Once I realized that, I began to lose my anchor to this life.  I felt overwhelming sadness and depression.  It seemed that any actions I took were in hopes of blocking those emotions and forgetting what had happened, but, ultimately, my mind crept back into darkness.  Deidre asked me to jump forward in this life, but I couldn't.  It was blank.  I had quick flashes of secretly riding the horses and other flashes of drifting off the side of one of the towers ... had I committed suicide after the loss of my baby?  I guess I won't know for sure because nothing was concrete.  My brain had turned to mush, obviously exhausted after going through four lives.

Once Deidre brought me out of the hypnotic trance, and I was able to feel my physical body again, we had the chance to discuss the lives while I got ready to go and she stated that she would send me a recording of the whole experience.  I've listened to bits and pieces of it ... it's weird to listen to yourself in a state like that, but it's also cool to have as a souvenir of the experience.  I've made my mother and Blake listening to it.  It has been about a month since my experience with past life regression and I am still grateful for the experience.  I discovered a lot more about myself than I had anticipated.  A main element of my past lives seemed to resolve around the importance of family.  I've always wanted to be a wife and a mother.  Those were two important things that I wanted early in my life and I've had fears that obtaining those goals would be a struggle for me.  I feared that I would be cursed with fertility issues that would interfere with my abilities to become a mom and this experience allowed me to understand further why these hopes,dreams, and fears are such a big part of who I am.  Immediately after the session with Deidre, I became protective of my previous lives, as if they were my family because in some ways I felt that they were.  On my way home, the song 'Perfect' by Ed Sheeran came on the radio and, though the song usually inspires visions of Blake, I found myself picturing those previous lives and the intimate moments of happiness and love that the first two lives had.  It was an unusual experience to feel such love for these ... strangers ... but also feel that they were a piece of me and my soul.  These strong emotions were a surprise that I definitely wasn't expecting when I booked this session, but I continue to feel them and their bonds to me.  I'm not sure if I completely believe in past lives, but I'm so happy that I pushed myself out of my comfort zone and had this experience.  Whether you believe in it or not, I recommend opening yourself up to past life regression therapy, you never know what you'll find out about yourself.

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